From a distance you showed me who I could be,
your love and acceptance enabled me to grow,
grow into what, someone who lives alone?
I can't truly grow without you here,
so what is it all just a wise owl fallaciously?
I am nothingh without you, I am nothing,
so I will live my days knowing If only I was someone else,
maybe, just maybe, I'd get to feel your heart beating,
next to mine as I said Thank you God....
I will not and can not stand by and be nothing anymore.
I can't be a dreamer who sees a dream that never comes true,
I can't be someone just because you say that I am.
I always wanted to be someone, it felt real, I had a life, a future,
but the sweetest dreams are made of nightmares...



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