The Whispers Turn to Shouting

The whispers turn to shouting
The shouting brings forth tears
The never ending nightmare
Freezes me with fear

Memories cause a panic
The sobs will not subside
My heart prepares to shatter
At the thought of you, not by my side

I can't do this forever
How can you not see
If you're not part of my life
The world dosn't matter to me

My tears run down like razorblades
I'll be forever haunted by what cannot be
It's over, but I can't let you go
Nothing can destroy what you meant to me

The strength you so often admired
Is gone, I'm falling apart
Being with you is all I want
But it is still breaking my heart

I'm feeling alive for the first time in years
But I just cannot live this way
As much as I know it will kill me
Now is still the time to say

We have to see the truth
This was never meant to be
I have to tell you, I need you to know
You will always mean the world to me

I couldn't possibly love you more
This is tearing me apart
Please understand, I love you so much
You will always be in my heart