anniversary pains

happy anniversary
i hope you have a good day
because now that you're gone
their is nothing left to say

i know you're happy
and i shouldn't be like this
but there is so much about you
that I so badly miss

it would have been a year
that my heart belonged to you

but you left me that day

and went to start anew

my heart is still here

if you want to take it back

even if its broken

and my soul is starting to crack 

you will always have my love

even if you don't want it

its waiting for you here

if you are ready to try to commit

my pain will flow

through this heart all day

because last year at this time

was the time i knelt and prayed

"Lord let me have

this angel you have sent

and let me hold her and keep her

it till my last second is spent"

but i didn't get my wish

and now my last second is near 

all i want now is you to be happy

even if its not with me here

i just wanted to say

happy anniversary

even if its nothing to you

its still everything to me