A Letter To My Lord

A LETTER TO MY LORD

My dear lord, please have mercy on me
Release me from these chains of addiction
And let my spirit free
Is it possible to deceive?
For the remaining time you grant me on this earth
Or can you give me a second chance
A cleansing, a rebirth
I have no one to turn too, but you lord
Without risking the loss of my child
Only you know she has a good life
And never wakes up without a smile
But she too will soon grow older
I only pray she’ll never catch on
To see this emptiness and sorrow
In this separate part of me that’s gone wrong
I can’t believe how long I’ve been functioning
And not a single person has a clue
So I write to the only person that knows the truth
And still loves me.
Lord I write to you
So if you get this letter
I beg you, have mercy on me
Release this monster that hides in the closet
And let this soul be free

All my love,
One of your children