enemies

got nothin left but enemies
cuz everything is dead to me
remember what you said to me?
now all thats left is memories
these sentiments i let get to me,
all the things i regret to be
always feel like youre testing me
rest in peace, its my destiny
wrestling with these restless fiends
and i cry and i scream and i sweat and bleed
and near the end i can barely breathe
like the oxygens unaware of me
and the colors blend and the air retreats
and nobodys there who will care for me
bear with me, i need therapy
but all of these drugs give me clarity
swear to me that you wont leave me
and appreciate what i fail to be
if you dont see me
then you dont know me
and im not prepared to admit defeat
if we havent spoken
who are you to judge
just cuz im antisocial
and you hold a grudge
and you front like a blood
and you think youre a thug
just cuz im a little bitch
and you could fuck me up
but shut the fuck up
i'll be blunt, youre a cunt
you blame me and play me
take my shit and dont pay me
youre crazy,
all you ever do is fuckin hate me!
and you call me pathetic?
get a fucking life!
im so damn defenseless,
and youre so black and white
like its okay to rob me
just cuz you can smoke a pipe
and just because youre stronger
doesnt mean youre fucking right.