Push it underneath you
lock it all inside
you'll never run from who you are
its tangled in your eyes
they'll beat you down
and say your dirt
but they'll never really know
you have yourself its all you need
to keep you here in tow
abandon is a curse
abandon is weight
and when I lost you to the rest
I knew it was too late
forever is a lie
forever is a curse
forever dreaming of a life
I never can reverse
