God, there is something about this situation
Dreams warn me
Friends warn me
Yet I can't let go
-Like I should-
The forest is deep and seeping with life
It calls when I don't listen
Because other things like him wander it
and it's the closest i can be to him
I never asked for this
He was not intentional
And I was minding my own business
But I wouldn't trade it for anything
Delusional
I couldn't see why he begged to be left alone
But we failed miserably
And here I am
Standing over the edge
Wondering if he would feel it if I died
Wondering if he knew I was on this cliff
A junkie for cheap thrills
The sea would engulf me
Numb me
Freeze me
And possibly bring me closer to what he is
No matter what
Romeo kills Juliet,
and that truth i can live with.



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