your no longer that little girl;
the one you used to be
you can't hide under your bed no more
your forced to fill their needs
anything they want to do
you must play their games
doing what your asked the first time
will save you from their rage
no matter how long you delay it
they'll still get their way
no one knows what you've been though
people just don't seem to listen
you have no choice
it's all your good for
little girl, little girl?
where did you go?
are you deep down inside
hiding from my world
you've had to grow up so much
you've been getting whored out for over 15 years
honestly sweetie i don't think they really cared
your trying to live a normal life it's just not working yet
it doesn't hurt them what they did
it only effects you
magicly there mind is clear
it doesn't eat them alive
you can never stop feeling dirty
while they've washed them self clean of these crimes....
Author notes
only two more years, them i'm gone. today i can't from my head. but no matter how i try to prove it wrong, they pinpoint in on me. so i guess it's all my fault.
doesn't matter i don't know what to make of this take what you want cause they all do
you learned long ago to try and not care
you learned not to fight back
and to listen real well
quiet as a mouse
still as silence
just do want they want
and they will fast
tears are useless
screams they don't hear
maybe one day i won't have to be me....
*~*bee*~*
Please tell me what you think
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I love poems that make me think, and this is one of them. Its so full of emotions, I can see the innocent girl being pried of her childhood and feel the saddness and passive anger. Great job.
-Claire
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Poetry like this honey
Oh my goodness you so need to write this book you have so much to say and through this you could help yoursef and others find their way and know you arent the bad one here those who abuse you are .You are still tht angel she has never left you just need to embrace her and reach out and through helping thers you will find your gift of life and fly honey
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moveing poem doll :]
i loves you mucho times 1,000
&& im always hear to listen
[or chat lmao]
but foreal,love your words keep your head up,
&& reach for the sky
your such a doll and nothing less!
-vanna
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