My Little Secret

Everyday I smile because you're my best friend...
And every night I cry because that's all we'll ever be.
When I'm around you I act as though everything is normal and fine between us.
But deep down, my heart is aching knowing that you don't feel the same way I do.
That you're my best friend and never think of me other than that.
I can't stand the fact that you can't love me the way that I love you!
That in your eyes I'll only be the one you see as a sister but not as a lover.
Everyday I might be happy to know you'll be there for me
Whenever I need it...and every night I continue to pray for the day
That you finally see me as the one to be your one  and only girl.
Everyday I live in reality as your best friend, your buddy and the one who'll
Always be there for you...and every night I live in a dream where your my
Boyfriend and that you love me back the way I always wished you would.
Oh how I wish my dreams would one day come true, that this world of
Make believe would soon become reality.
But until then, I'll smile because you're my best friend...and I'll cry inside
Because that's all we'll ever be.