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I watch her struggle, sadness on her face
I watch her tears flow and leave their trace
Knowing what's coming, a chill takes my spine
For I am to lose what was never mine

She gives me a hug and kisses my cheek
For this is the end of the love that I seek
My heart constricts, but I cannot deny
The final parting and another goodbye

What have I done; what sins commited
For this crushing pain so cruelly submitted?
To what horrid deed must I atone
Or suffer eternal and forever alone?

Haven't I shed such heart broken tears?
Or screamed enough from night time fears?
Have I strayed from the Holy Path
To be punished with this unholy wrath?

What must I do to finally pay
Or whatever takes to make her stay?
To whom do I plea for love's lost embrace?
Which merciful judge decides this case?

And with a sob from constricted throat
I know love's gift is horribly remote
For alone I'll remain forever more
As love's last chance walked out the door