Abbreviation

A few weeks have gone,
I thought it would lessen,
but in some strange way,
your name,
is always on the tongue's tip,
thoughts of you,
wont leave,
they've embedded themselves in my dreams,
become my mainstay.
I toss in chilled sweats.
wake up dazed...
not sure if my demise,
is a nightmare,
or if its on the way.
I replay our lovemaking...
definitely not pg-13,
With your body curled up next to me.
Your skin,
a buttery silk sensation,
sustaining me throughout,
the duration.
Now those fleeting memories,
are my fixation.
Hard to imagine,
how you have turned me into nothing more
than an
abbreviation,
a deviation of love.
Now,
Simply an aggravation in your day.
No longer the pleasure,
at the close of your day, in my own animal type of way.
To the agitation:
when I come across your myspace webpage,
no longer bliss,
from the kiss.
I'm utterly reminded,
of your callous diss.
What can I say?
Let it be dissolved in this way.