For the life of me,
I just can't begin to understand this.
We used to be so close,
And rarely was there ever a harsh word spoken.
Now it seems as though that is all we do,
I hate to think that this is the beginning of the end!
If so then will someone put me outta my misery now,
Because I never want to live life without you by my side!
We used to be so close,
Now its as though we never talk anymore!
You say you do want to talk to me and miss me just as much,
But yet we never talk anymore!
I just don't understand any of this mess,
And it hurts so damn much!
I feel as if I'm in this all alone,
Like I don't even have you by my side to back me up in life.
It's like you are by my side but you're not all at the same time,
And for the life of me I just don't understand!
I want you in my life from now until the end of time,
But at times I feel as if you'd rather have someone else!
You have no idea how hard that is to swallow,
Or how much pain that causes!
Yes I'm a jealous and over protective girlfriend,
But would u rather that I don't give a damn about u or anything else?!?
I just get so fed up at times,
Feeling like I'm the only one trying!
Sorry to say at times I feel as if you don't give a damn,
Give a damn about me or what I feel, want or need!
Just in case you don't know,
Well I will give you a clue!
It starts with you and a little attention when I'm not around,
And not so much of the name calling and being ignored.
As I said yes I know I get on your nerves and piss you off,
There is no denying that on your part!
I know I do and there's no need in arguing over that too,
But I only do the things I do out of love and caring for you!
You are everything to me and I love you dearly,
I hate the stupid fights and all the name calling,
And the silence that seems to always come between us,
Not to mention all the sleepless nights from not hearing your voice all day!
I know we are not meant to be apart,
Because that is when all of our troubles start!
I look forward to always having you by my side and being happy,
I just hope and pray that we can make it to that day!
Author notes
Well I haven't written anything in a LONG time so I figured I would come back and write about how my b/f and i always seem to have this distance and silence between us. we used to never argue this much which is right damn scary to me! i fear losing him... again! i know i need to loosen up and not be so protective of him or i probably will lose him, but i love and care so much about him that i cant help but worry about him. and i find myself not sleeping and crying myself to sleep at night when i dont hear from him. he claims he misses me and does want to talk to me but yet he barely ever calls me... even when he says and promises he will call me back. i just dont understand....
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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Owie.
I think you both are growing. Life doesn't always two may grow together....as with my ex-wife and I. She was barely 20 when we got married...and, we grew apart. I couldn't blame her- she was wanting to grow a different direction. maybe, it's a test period. Long relationships are often tested.
Hang in there sweety, and it's nice to see your writing- although next time, maybe it will be joyous!!!
Love and Peace.♥
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Hey Ash,
It sound to me like you have a major problem brewing here. I don't know what to tell you to do about it, but as for the poem... not bad. Not bad at all. I do miss talking with you on IM. I never seem to get on there anymore. I think the reason for that is what has happened with my bro-in-law. Anyway, it's good to read something from you again. Keep the ink flowing and don't give up is all I can tell you. Love and hugs...
~Donna~
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Alsome
Well written N well done sis with full of emotions n heart deeply.. U hang in ther sis life is goin to be okai. oustandin job wit this poem here keep the ink flowin
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