I Love You This Much [Indescribable}

So much on my mind
some which words cannot define
I cannot tell you face to face
I guess I am afraid of such haste
Haste that we haven't been together very long
And although for that I do not care, I've never been verbally strong
Each day our light shines brighter
the clutch on my heart draws tighter
So be aware as you read, this is my heart I'm pouring out
I need your honesty, your feelings; I promise no pouting
Read with your heart and wrap your brain around what I'm about to say
I hope in turn you won't run away

I pledge you myself for life
I want to be your wife
I want little ones who have your eyes
I'm sure this comes as no surprise
but you need to know I'm serious now
not just with titles and vows
I WANT to be yours to keep
for the rest of our lives, holding each other while we sleep
I want to wake upu next to you every morning
feel your arms; your smiles as they warm me
I want to be the mother of four
or however many less or more
and I want you at my side
every day, every night, all our life

These things pass daily in my mind
you ask what I'm thinking and this is what shines
I love you my darling, my love, my life
and I really truely wish you want me as your wife
I can write so much every day
but there will never be enough to say
no matter how much I write them down
these feelings of love every day abound

I love you this much

More than there are words to describe
more than there are stars in the sky
more than the emotions deep within
even more when we are skin on skin.

I love you this much