Do I...
Do I really seem that different?
Do I really seem like another person?
Maybe...Maybe It's an act.
Maybe...Maybe I'm different...
Do I...
Do I create a happy atmosphere?
Do I make people feel enthusiastic?
Maybe...Maybe I do it to uplift others.
Maybe...Maybe Its so I dont draw sympathy...
Do I...
Do I still feel the same as I used to?
Do I still want to help?
Maybe...Maybe I want to be there.
Maybe...Maybe I want to run away...
Do I...Do I...
Perhaps It's an act so I make others happy...
Perhaps It's an act so no-one questions me...
I just want...To be myself...
Author notes
Ugh so freaking terrible.
Just to explain my actions in the new school year i guess
I just want to be myself...
What do you think?
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then be yourself
and if other people react differntly
then it is there problem -
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Its...Not so easy...
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is it because your scared to be yourself?
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I just...I dont know...
I just wish i could be myself, the side that no-one truly knows, but its complicated...
And if by doing so i make my friends depressed then there is no point...Because they all know me as the energetic happy hyper person... -
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yeah. so do all my friends.
yet they except the journals i write on here.
and when i show my "darker side"
so. you don't have to drop the act altogether.
just a little bit -
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But i dont want to show my true self over words on a screen, i want people to see the real me, with their own eyes...
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thats what i was trynna say.
just be yourself little by little -
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but i cant do it at all thats the problem!!
Thanks for helping, but this is something i need to sort out by myself.
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-hug-
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Hugs Back.
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