Mind Demon
When the fear sets in and my heart begins to pound
When my body shakes and my ears are clouded sound
When my mind can't equate and my vision is blurred
When movement means pain and my speach slurred
When my heart skips a beat and I feel my skin burn
When reality is gone when I feel my stomach churn
When time means nothing and it burns to inhale
When you can't relinquish a thought, life's gone stale
When the shaking won't end and theres no more calm
When I succumb to the explosion of this emotional bomb
When the tears know nothing but to invade my eyes
When my mind decides to give in, when my voice cries
When my body turns cold when my mouth begins to shiver
When my thoughts turn black when my body starts to quiver
When the darkness is welcoming when I give in to the pain
When all hope is gone I know the demons won again
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Brrrr
Scary stuff, duaghter, and I hate to think that you go through this.
You sure have done a good job of expressing it though - I can feel it and it makes me shiver. Chris has had a couple some time ago and that was no fun either. You need to move to Ohio - no panic attacks allowed here so you'd be okay.
Love you more, yanno
Again, good job!!!
Dad

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I should try to convince Brandon to move out to Ohio, we really want to get out of the Hat. Thanks for the comment dad.
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