I'm all swirled up
And I can't see a thing.
I drink to forget,
I sleep dreamless nights,
Just to fight
What I need to feel.
Time is twisting me up
And making me numb.
I didn't think about him
For so long.
Until the phone rang
And somebody said
"I think I forgot
What he looks like."
Well I tried to forget
What it felt like every night
To touch his face, to feel his heart,
His hand, his hard-
it makes me smile- you know.
But whenever I am alone
It starts to creep up
And I can't bear myself any longer.
So now I drink my sorrows
Away until I am happy.
I ignore and ignore
Until I don't feel anything
Anymore. Then when I remember
What happened,
When it happened,
I crawl back inside of my hole.
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