I finally turned sixteen
And I thought my feelings would get easier to handle.
Apparently not, and it's so frustrating.
You're not yet the age I need you to be.
Five days to wait.....
Five days.....
I wait in silent agony,
Hoping beyond hope that we feel the same...
I have to keep a smile on,
So my pain doesn't seep through.
I've kept it in for so long
That I've no idea how much longer it can wait.
These next five days better go fast.
Five days I have to wait....
I have to wait, five more days
All in silent agony, hoping beyond hope.
I see the looks you shoot my way,
And that just makes my heart gallop.
I wish I knew what you were thinking.
I wish beyond all wishes for you to love me.
But I have to wait just a bit more
To find out what you feel...
Five more long days.
Five days of agony I have to endure for you.
I say for you because it truly is for you.
I love you forever and I always have.
Keep in mind how long I've waited
To find out if it would still work.
It worked before
So why not now?
Five more days to find out if it will work again.
Five more days of this agony.
Can I last that long?
Author notes
I turned sixteen on September 8, 2009. Daniel's birthday is this Friday, the 25th. I have waited three years..... three years to find out if he still loves me... I still love him like crazy, but if I can last even longer than I have, the I'll love him insanely.
What do you think?
Comments
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I liked this a lot it is very true and real. Waiting and wondering if someone loves you back is tedious. It is a good poem.
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Waiting and wondering how someone else feels (especially for years) is gutwrenching! I am almost 30 (ugh) and I hate to say, it doesn't seem to get any easier! This was a though provoking piece! Good luck with Daniel!
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