Pure Thoughts

When you're put to the side and no one really seems to care;
when you look out the window and see it's raining, wishing you were there.
Thinking about how horrible I feel all the time, when you're not around;
then people kick me down, a smile on your face, when you're not with me;
A hole in my heart, I feel like I should bleed.

A grasp tightly on the last line of life, a deep breath, I feel as if it should end tonight.
A wind of air filling my head, spinning it around, leaving me with nothing at all.
When you're not there, and I realize you never will be, breaking my heart, you become the enemy. Realizing you're nothing, nothing to me; I'll end us tonight. I'll end us tonight.

The darkness falls, I go to check, Change you're mind, it's just all regrets,
you'll never know how much you meant to me, for you're gone for the final round,
we'll never find out, how this was suppose to turn out. You left me with nothing, nothing at all. You left in a hurry, just watch me fall. Into a spiral of hate and grief. I am not my biggest enemy.

With a hole in my heart, I start to bleed. With fear in my voice, you are killing me. With a grasp on the gun, I pull it to my head, then wake up wishing I was dead. See what you're doing to me? I'm going insane, and you're not seeing it's me. You're never around, not long at all. The Finale begins, this will be our final fall.