Choke

I've distanced myself
So you don't get hurt
When it comes to the day
I will make it worse
You woke up and
I screamed for hours
You picked me up and
I let you down...

Your head's on straight
I'm upside down
I'm four people in
Just one big clown
I don't speak enough
When it matters most
And you speak for hours
And I don't have the time...

It would have made sense to try
For someone who cared so much
But I'm overwhelmed and
I'm so out of touch...

You bought me hair dye and smokes
And they made me choke

I need much less
You give much more
I called you up
At half past 4
And said I'll be alright
If you let me go
I'll be home soon
And you still said no

You're responsible
I'm full of shit
Your honesty
Brings me down just a bit
If I can't lie
I'll omit the truth
You know it's over when
I swear I'm over you

It never made sense to try
For you, it should be easy
And I'm overwhelmed
Impossible to touch

You bought me hair dye and smokes
And they made me choke

You bought me hair dye and smokes
And they made me choke

I let him talk
He let me whine
He said it's not too good
I said I'm feeling fine
And he made me laugh
When you made me cry
Yet it's you I came home to
Time after time

You bought me hair dye and smokes
And they made me choke