Sometimes I get to feel so young,
as the past comes to me again,
protected by things you sung,
and the soft lullabies I once heard.
You are gone like the wind now,
when I was first meeting you again,
and there're some things changing I allow,
but I don't know if I should.
I miss something I barely had,
I miss the way you were again by our side,
I miss the feeling of seeing him smile,
even if it seems he smiles again now.
He told me he loved her,
he told me that not like he loved us,
why am I feeling her as an invader?
Am I lost? or my heart just doesn't adjusts?
I see her and I feel her part of something,
the family? I am not even sure right now,
I miss you mother, and now I am confused,
is this correct? is it something I should allow?
I just want my father to smile.
Je ne sais que je dois penser,
Tu m'as dit: "Je l'aime,
mais pas comme ta mère et toi"
Author notes
Huuuummmmm... relationships are classified as an accident, non-substantial.
Soo... why we can't really feel them that way sometimes?
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awwww
ok this almost made me cry
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=) haha
Mmmm it's weird... Extor seems to be falling in love with an human he met in a past life... that is my friend =S
But Selene and mmm I dunno what to think, she has just died and.. I can't feel fine about it but... I want him to be happy... -
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I know he told me but I think that he's nore like trying to find someone to fullsill the emptyness Selene left
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Yes... maybe, I told him I can't understand how he suddenly fell in love that way when she just died... but grr... he told me I'll understand later...
I just can't accept her!! I mean... it's weird because she is someone I weirdly care for, even human but... I don't really like this situation... I feel her like an intruder, I miss Selene... and I can't understand why he does that even if he told me he was prepared for Selene's death and that's the why ... I feel like a little and jealous child... =/ and I can't trust her completely...
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