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Dear Diary,

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My inability to get past myself leads me to hide it in overephasized hyperbole.
I cant and havent managed to let anyone know that the real problem isnt my lack of inner starshine workings or psychiatrist bills, because I've been there before, and they explode and grow with time and mindfulness, not with scales of one through to ten.

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I know that back/ankle/insulin resistance comes from my outer shell, That in order to have pushed you away I had to be unnatractive. The question I never asked: Is over eating always a self destructive behaviour like u suggest dear psychiatrist inumerical? Or was it protection from something worse then jaundice and amputee status?

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I know I havent had a long term relationship before, but does that make me insufficient? Maybe I just wanted to help people in order to back away from myself, but they never needed as long as I do.

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Are my panic attacks really the monarch of hell or have incandescent words meant less then nothing? I write assignments to distinction and call on nihilism as a study buddy.

Dear Diary, I tried to tell you, but there was nothing you could do....

YOU ARE A PAGE.

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Im sorry I still cant get past myself and my overemphasized hyperbole.

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  • butchbec
    September 19
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    thanks for your reply U are more then a page, but diaries arent. thats the kinda good thing about this site i guess. your pages speak back to you... i used to write alot in a diary, in cryptic prose, and then i realised it was "just a page" which is more of what it was a reference to. thanks again for being supportive...


  • XxNinjaNemoxX
    September 18

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    I'm sorry.
    You're still young, so not being in a long term relationship yet isn't something to worry about.
    The panic attacks sound horrible, I have a friend who has them regularly.
    I'm here to talk some more if you feel like you want someone to talk to. Just message me or add me to your favourites. I'll be here for you.
    Yes, a diary is just a page, and maybe I'm just words on a screen, but you'll still be getting some sort of reply, right?
    Hope I helped a little.
    Thanks for entering
    xoxo.