The watchers

I can no longer hold back those watchers
These blooded tears, are driving me insane
So many nights I have cried my fears to sleep
Many nights I have sacrificed my chance for love
Only to keep those hungry demons at bay
I done all this in vain, only to meet them in hell

In deep surrender, my temper causes me to obey
Darkness falls, in the tears of hate in my eyes
Those demons conspire, only to kill my heart
In the deep shadows of my own nemesis
That defeat has grow, that pain overrules me
Drifting out of control, I am no near escaping

I can no longer fend off those watchers
These cold stairs, are killing me silent inside
In moments to hide, to tremble in their care
Are they my salvation, my prayers in lonely affairs
I am forsaken in their stampede of reflections
Their hidden cries, scare me half to death

Silent hope, echoes my innermost fears outside
I can hear them march,  over my grave they walk
Like ghosts of forbidden hate crimes
They charged my mind, in evil warrior cries
I can forebode this evil no more, I must die
I can not live or obey them, I must surrender

I am beaten by those watchers
Those shades of screaming apprehension kills
The cycles of shock hate, deep consumes my soul
The circles of my own compounds, haunt me
Those demons compel me, to walk in shadows
They convince me to kill, those guardians I covert

I am not that ghost of their desires, I am favoured
I will not be that ruin, of fallen battered kings
They only have power, when I give them control
My innocence is alive, I will ride like Valeria
No longer will I be marginalised. I swore to resist
And I will stand by my oath, and die in allegiance