Dear Diary,
He came into my life today,
After all the terrible things he has done,
And now wants to control me in everyway.
Dear Diary,
He's everywhere in my dreams,
Everywhere in my head, body and soul.
The man who stole my life away,
The one man who escaped and got away,
Is stealing me away in my dreams again.
Dear diary,
today he vanished from thin air,
Leaving me with a tare,
I hate that man,
And now he is hiding in my nightmares.
Dear diary,
Today my mother told me to go away,
And I cried myself to sleep.
Dear diary,
My friend told me to jump off a bridge,
i amost did it.
Dear diary,
My mom loves TV more then me,
My daddy doesn't undertstand,
They both won't listen when I said I want to die,
All they said was it's just a phase.
Dear diary,
Last night I almost ranaway,
But instead cut my self till I had a blood infection,
And now here i wait,
To die but saved again because,
Someone is looking out for me,
And I hate it.
Dear diary,
I plan to runaway....
Author notes
Okay the man who is haunting my dreams is the man who molested me when I was seven and didn't stop till I was like 11 or something like that. Anyway this is all true but the planning to runaway was last night but I didn't do it.
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So sad, but inspiring that you could come through
I'm noticing that I am coming across a lot fo your poems and liking them all. I feel your pain on this one. I have a similar poems about the same touchy subject and want you to know you are not alone. A lot of my poems end up dark because of stuff like this. I'm just glad that we both and many others can find something good in the dark. Poetry is always good no matter what it is about it touches souls. Please keep on writing and I will keep on reading as I am adding you to my favorites. Don't let the evil of others get you down. It is so hard to not dwell on it, but the longer you do the more it drags you down. Please remember that.If you need an ear, I don't mind lending mine.
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this is a very personal and dark poem... but its still fantasticly written.
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this is such a good poem
keep writing
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Thanks
I'm very glad you like it! ^w^
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I see. Have you got a friend you could trust enough to talk to whenever you get really down?
If not, add me to your favourites and I'll always be here to talk.
Convince your parents that you're serious. Do they know what happened to you? Tell them just how badly it's affected you.
My most immediate piece of advice is STOP CUTTING. I know it feels better for a while afterwards, but it's a terrible way to go. I've been there, done that and beg you to never do it again. I'm here.
Don't runaway. Stick through it.
Things get better eventually. I promise.
Thanks for entering.
Hope I helped a little.
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Yeah
I have a few friends that I can talk 2. This is the first time I cut since 6th grade. And my last time. Promise. I keep telling myself I will runaway but I never do because it's not fair for me, my friends of for my goals. And I'd love to talk to you about things that sometimes I can't tell others. Yes my parents know, but like I said after a month of caring, they didn't care anymore. Sigh. oh well. Sometimes life is this way. I am tough, I can get through this!! ^w^
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