Dear C___,
I cry at night when I think of your voice and how my heart jumps when I see your face. I wish I could prove how broken I am and how much I want you back.
I wonder if you think about me when you go to sleep at night, and I wish I would ever be brave enough to tell you all these things.
I hope one day, you'll realize what I said was true, and that I'd never hurt you like they say I did. Because I think that I love you.
I miss you.
You laugh at me and say you hate me [always] and I'm sure it's probably true. I wish you would just understand what I'll never work up the nerve to say...
Author notes
Written 8-19-09.
I'm too afraid to actually type out his name.
yeah.
