Porcelain Doll

I am the thought you scrawled on the page
Vague and hurried because the ink ran dry
Just to avoid your losing its grip
But now you're scared of all that it implies

I am emotion in between bliss and rage
The hourhand of all of your lost time
You hate them but can't bear them to leave
So now you're stranded on the borderline

Either way you face, you'll see the rain fall
In any other place, you'd feel your heart stall
Even winning the race, you're behind them all
A fractured face, like a porcelain doll

I am the scene acted out on your stage
Caught on film, only black and white
Replaying over the emptiness
See, now you're just too good at picking fights

I am the glitch in your pressure gauge
The build-up before you explode
The chronic shadow of an unsteady tree
And now the earth is about to corrode

Either way you turn, you'll see the rain fall
If it doesn't burn, you've faced a new wall
Just what will you learn if you ignore the call?
A facture earned, like a porcelain doll

Say you love me, one minute of health
The next the razor's moving in with stealth
It hurts so much to see you lose yourself
It hurts so much to see you lose yourself

I am the drug they use to keep you caged
The blood dripping from your warning sign
The red string around your wrist
And now you're stranded on the borderline

Either way you face, you'll see the rain fall
In any other place, you'd feel your heart stall
Even winning the race, you're behind them all
A fractured face, like a porcelain doll

Either way you turn, you'll see the rain fall
If it doesn't burn, you've faced a new wall
Just what will you learn if you ignore the call?
A fracture earned, like a porcelain doll