I need help,
I need anger management,
And self-harm classes.
Yesterday after being with Jennie,
I wanted to go home and cut.
We had a great time and all,
But to watch her leave with him,
It almost killed me.
I love her and last night I told her,
She said she wishes things were different.
They could be,
Just leave him.
I need help,
I can't fall back in love with her.
She is pregnant,
There is no more us.
I need help,
Or I'm gonna start cutting again.
I don't want to,
But it the only way to release pain.
If I talk to her,
It will only make things worse.
I need help,
From friends, family,
I don't care,
I just need help.
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I love this girl more than I should. Loving her will be the death of me someday.
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