love is never without fault or pain
partnership is never without hardships and rain.
deep set fears
and swallowing tears
i panic when i feel that wedge spin gears.
this child o' mine
demands a hefty hefty fine
one i refuse to pay till end of time.
i cannot think of the day when he will not be there
but something deep and unsound-ed tells me to let go and be fare.
run away into selfishness
hide behind my problems and lack of success
give me a bottle for me to shatter in
ill turn out to be the worst mother to happen to of been.
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