Emotions, emotions
more than too many in my head.
I can't understand them all,
and its driving me insane.
I'm not normally so..off
and I'm not normally so cold
I wish I wasn't being so distant
wishing things would start to unfold.
So many people, going around
telling me things I don't need to hear
to piss me off? or prove a point?
maybe just to throw me off
or out of the picture i don't know.
Now normally my emotions,
are in abundance, yes I know
but lately its overwhelming,
Happy as a duck one minute
Depressed, sad and blue
Jealous, angry pissy
and its all I can do
but to keep it all inside.
How do you tell someone,
she didn't say it to me, but she said it,
and it was upsetting
how could they understand,
how could you tell someone,
well it was the way they looked
or the placement of their hand.
When it doesnt make sense to you
when it can't be organized in your own mind
What else is there to do?
Author notes
Everythings been..setting me off lately lol. I cried during the little mermaid, I got pissed off because of someone elses words that weren't even spoken to or at me. Hopefully I can fix this before i get waaaaaaay too hard to handle lol.
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