Watching you with her....

So anxious and excited
I busted through the door
Only to see you sitting there
Next to that young little whore

You asshole, you just called me
Yet you failed to mention this
Now I’m stuck having to watch
The one I love give HER a kiss

I try my hardest to play it nice and cool
Hell, I even bought her a shot
But you’re not supposed to be with her
Seriously, have you forgot?

You have no idea how hard I’m fighting
To keep these tears from falling
But then I see your hands on her
As I hide my face from bawling

After just a few minutes
I promise myself “Be strong”
You aren’t worth my tears
So good luck to you and so long

I’m not even that type of person
To judge someone I just met
But seriously, I’m here for just 2 days
And this is what I get

Yes I understand the situation
And realize how it can’t be
But did you really feel the need
To parade her around in front of me

And then you came to say your goodbyes
That was the part that hurt the most
Because you gave everyone a single hug
Yet passed me by like I was a fucking ghost

I call to apologize even though I felt stabbed
Yet these are the words that I hear
“This is my bar, I’ll bring who I want”
Yep…. That’s exactly what I feared


He tells me I’m acting like a child
But of course he can do no wrong
But I guess I’m still the fool
For allowing to be strung along

You see exactly what you’re doing
Tell me, did you honestly ever care
Because you sure as hell don’t seem
To think this is even the slightest bit unfair

Yes, I truly want you to be happy
And I swear on my life I mean it
But please don’t throw these knives at me
Because I don’t think I deserve this shit

But in the same regards I’m a hypocrite
I have absolutely no validity
I guess I’m just still holding on
For a changed reality

I want to hate you so badly
I want to get you out of my head
I want to forget our past
And all those sweet words that you’ve said

But no matter how hard I try
It’s just something I can’t do
What the hell kind of spell is this
That made me so in love with you