i wanted to be a writer
but i lost all hope in that
i wanted to be a police officer
but you have to be fit; not fat.
I wanted to be a teacher
but then i lost my nerve
i wanted to be a lawyer
giving criminals what they deserve
i wanted to be an activist
but then i lost my drive
i wanted to be a doctor
but i'd break down if they didnt survive
i wanted to be the best i could be
i wanted to change the world
but now i'm just siting her wasting my time
and now my mind is all twisted and whirled.
