Two

The clock is ticking so fast,
it is almost two.

Where did you go?
Where were you when I called?

Can hardly stand,
bent over and falling
as I try to catch my breath.

Never tried this before.

Yet, you still aren't there.
Where did you go?

His taste is thick in my mouth,
his hand heavy on my leg.

It is getting so hot.

Where did you go?

Forsaken,
the air has never been so cold,
yet so dark against the rain.

The smoke is so hazy,
billowing up,
making shadows against the glass,
as the logic starts to pass.

Where are you?
Where did you go when I needed you the most.

The rope has already been tied,
said I was done here too many times.

The pills are scattered on the floor.

I have been here before,
but where are you?

A soft touch,
all it was meant but changed into something more.

Escape the passions,
far feats unable to grasp,
can't wrap my mind around this.

What am I doing here?

Where did you go?

The clock is ticking so fast,
it is almost two.