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I wanna feel everything there is
ta feel... but block tha scary,
block tha sad, foreboding, depressing...
give me tha things that will me ta live...
tha sky... its infinite space...
every ounce of strength I find in another...
this love... this pleasure... this deep
eternal feelin like I'm unstoppable...
immortal... only for her...
baby... I close my eyes n I'm in ya arms...
in ya mind... I'm a part of ya essence...
I close my eyes n no words r spoken,
yet tha feelin, tha natural instinct
that wills ya heart ta beat n connects
ya soul to anotha's... I feel that
in every strand of my being...
I feel that like I feel my heart poundin
in my chest... my heart... your heart...
tha heart that became yours tha
minute u allowed me ta open my mind
to everything, to let u take control of me...
my attitude... my emotions... me...
my heart shoulda stopped beatin a long time ago...
so many pills... so many cuts... so much blood...
somethin kept me here... somethin kept me breathin...
kept me dreamin n hopin... I gotta believe
that something is u... I gotta believe it...
in my mind... somewhere... deep... forgotten...
I knew someone like u would come along...
someone just... beautiful... yeah...