Every time i try to be happy
Someone tends to put me down
I cry my eyes out every night
And yet no one gives me a sight.
I find a blade hidden in my room
Take it out and cut my skin through.
I watch the blood pour from my vains
As tears come rushing down my face.
As i lay in a puddle of my own blood
I know ill be happy in the next life after this one.
Now that im finally gone
Worry free of this once abusive life
I know i wont need helped
Cuz i helped my self tonight.
