Kept guessing
at the ellusive innocence
knowing something lurked
just couldn't put a finger on it
Tried justifying
this neglectful relationship
there where many reasons why
she never truely trusted
These truths
bring out the devil of doubt
and it's an ugly ghoul
laughing at your reflection in the mirror
telling you " your no better"
and you know the truth
All those pretty ones scampered away
the only ones who consider trying to stay
only stick around long enough to sink in
to point where there's no turning back
to the point where the memory remains
and she's that memory
of a angel who was such a mystery
oh but she wasn't that hard to figure out
her shallow depths where murky at best
but her reflection in her soul's water's
ratted her out
So sad, that she thought,
no one took her seriously
oh but one boy did
to him she gave pity
and strung him along
the thinest thread of lies
till her true nature
she could no longer hide
know the depths of love
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If that is what you want to believe what the hell ever I don't care anymore I am too freaking sick to care who hates me who loves me and who is just a phoney using me. Well damn it I am tired of being used in one way or another emotionally and physically I can't take it I had a freaking enough and I have a baby on the way making me terriblly sick. I am under so much stress you really wouldn't freaking understand. I am still trying to get proof of pregnncy so I can go to the doctor and find out what is causing me to be so sick on this pregnancy. I have been throwing up and shaking and I can't go to the doctor so I get to worry yay. So there now you know sighs I am so sick of life at the moment through with it all.
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