driveing me crazy

you’re driving me nuts 
You’re making my mind turn
  I can’t help but think of death
I can’t help but see murders
I can’t help see life going down
You’re driving me crazy
Just stop your Fucking lies
Just stop playing with me like I’m a puppet
My emotions are tearing
My heart is going
I know I am nothing
But my heart is trying to shine
I’m trying to bring my self up
But you tear me down each time I get to my feet
You kick me down
Just to pull my heart out
Just to make my life a hell
What can I do?
You’re driving me crazy
I’m looking down this barrel
I want to pull the trigger
But i can’t let this get to me
I can’t seem to break these strings
I got to keep on going
I got to stop this hatred
I got to break this hold
Got to get this demon off my back
Got to break into the gates of heaven
To steal gods angel
Just to make it back to my self
This demon just won’t leave me alone
I tried to bring the light back
So I’m looking at this barrel again
All u can hear is the echo of the shot
The blood dripping into hell
While the demons rip me apart
For being so worthless