Best Friend

You are my best friend.
You are the one I count on to always be there.
You are the one who makes me feel loved when I need it.
You killed yourself.
You blamed me.
I am sorry.
I wish I could have been there more.
I love you.
Why didn't I share God with you more?
Why didn't you tell me the pain you had in the inside?
Why did you leave me alone in this world of pain and hurt?
Why did you lie and say you were okay?
Why did you leave so I have to explain everything to everyone?
Why did you leave me?
We were suppose to be stronger than this.
I know this is a little too late but, I love you and care about you.
You were my best friend.
You were the one I could always count on.
You were the one who made me feel loved when I needed it.
Now, you are dead and I am all alone and without a best friend.