Can you live with yourself?
Knowing that you've honestly really hurt me....
Can you live with yourself?
When you talk about me to my best friend....
bashing me...
tearing down every shred of self confeidance and self esteem I once held so dear.....
Can you live with yourself?
not even caring that what you say hurts .....
not even caring that maybe i was trying to fix things
Can you live with yourself?
Judging me....
telling me to wash my hands....
when your hands aren't even clean
I can't live with myself
Knowing that your saying so many hurtful things
to my friends....
And you don't care
I can't live with myself
knowing that everything i ever did for you ....
means absolutely nothing
I can't live with myself
knowing how much i trusted you...
now its was ruined in seconds
I can't live with myself
knowing how much you think i don't care....
knowing that i feel worse and worse everyday
I can't live with myself
that i have no resemblance of self confiedance...
because its been run down so much....
No self worth ...
I can't live with that ....
You know how sensitive i can be
and you spit all over that...
Your words hurt more everyday you repeat them to my friends ....
If you cared ....
If you were genuinely worried...
you would stop all this...
right now.
Can you live with yourself?
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Its a fight that got way out of hand and now we're no longer friends ....and she doesn't even care....well i care...
What did you think
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She may care a bit more than you think. Maybe you didn't realize where she was coming from because you wouldn't talk to her....
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Well when her best friend goes from being the best relationship she knows with one of her friends (who she met because of you) to bashing him on myspace for the entire world to see with such harsh words and not even telling her what happened and making her find out from everyone else, she was upset because she didnt know what happened but everyone else did. She felt awful when she read all of those awful things on myspace and she had no idea what even happened. And then to top it off she gets told that her talking to her best friend was just adding to her problems which made this person never want to talk to anyone anymore. Everyone she loved to talk to apparently hated hearing it, according to her best friend's new best friend.
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