i am awaken by the truth
i woke up one night to realize
she don't love me back
i exhale in pain
i can't give her what she wants
its killing me
i cry for her
because i know she is not happy
i have nothing to offer...she can have my soul if she wants..
because i am dead
i want her...
i can't catch her ..... falling from the field....
i have failed you holden
never mind..its my soul....
just go
just go....
do what you have been doing...and forget me..
you are now nothing but a scar that would never heal
go leave
but.. i am here
i should accept
