this is the room i'm dieing in
four walls made of gypsum
poorly coated in flat white paint
a psuedo hollow tomb
built on lower income tears
i lay on this folding bed
curled up in writhing pain
at this point not caring
on who even knows i'm alive
just wishing it was over
i pull my knees to my chest
one hand slides up to my head
knocking over the empty bottles
that formerly held countless pills
most of which now in my throat
i turn my head into the pillows
not wanting see anything
i'm tired of watching nothing
of seeing a world through tv
one that doesnt need me
so i closed the blinds
turned off all the lights
swallowed my life away
and said no goodbyes
just dieing in this room
Please tell me what you think
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This makes me very, very sad. Sorry I have not stopped in 2 say hello for a few but we are all connected 2 each other. When one of mother earths children hurts we all do, or should. I cannot change the whole world but I do what I can 2 make a difference. Great breaking words, hope u feel better.
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Oh My Word~
What the
Ooooooooooooh~ this swells the eyes
also the Heart to read this and Your
words spoken~ Heck You are one of
the most Fun Loving Persons I have
the Honor to know~ I say You have
Zinggggggggaaaaaaaa~
You are needed my Friend~ there
are many who just don't know it yet
but that is how Life can appear at
times...When You least expect it...
the rainbow arches for You
I wish You much Happiness and
Healing my Friend!!! Always a pleasure
reading Your works
You bring a smile to my face~
I am Blessed to have You in my Life
Keep that quill dancing
Thank You for sharing Your Voice Sweet One
Best wishes in everything You do
with love & light~ Desire~*~
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