My eyes burn red as anger flushes over my face. My sinuses ache and my head throbs. Tears well up. I hate you. You are the biggest piece of shit I have ever met. You are disgusting. I hate that we are blood. I am ashamed and embarrassed. I cannot believe that I could be cursed this way. Why not anyone else? Why am I stuck with being related to you, you sick pig?
I hate you.
Your greed, your selfishness, your name-calling, your abuse, I can’t take it. You are a waste of skin, a waste of organs, heart pumping uselessly so you can abuse that too. Smoke filled rooms cannot erase the damage you’ve done. Apologies are useless words – always unfulfilled.
I hate you.
You starve your blood from society, from having friends, having freedom, enjoying school and work. I am a slave in my own house, starved from food and being a kid. I have never enjoyed a birthday or Christmas – always denied everything.
I hate you.
She says she wants to leave but she never will. She is bound to your will and abuse, yet she lies down with you every night. You’re both sick.
I hate you.
This is not a poem, just frustration. The same abuse and neglect every week with no escape. No friends – no moving out. Not allowed to work more than ten hours – not allowed to move out. Not allowed to drive, you stole my $270 towards the car. Can’t get social assistance or additional student loans because of you, I don’t qualify. I am trapped. You are the worst father in the world. You’re no dad. You don’t deserve to be a dad. There are so many out there that wish they could be.
I hate you.
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I hate you.
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