today I thought about the day when we were in your car driving at an incline
looking at the seasons change from hot
desert summer to
winter on the mountains
the roads turned ashy and white
they curved and curled
and you had a cool head
a mind to make me laugh and smile
because he wasn’t there
I remember very well the question I never wanted you to ask
because I didn’t want to have to admit that I was a sinner that
my body ached
what I did when I wasn’t spilling my guts to you
ill never forget how quiet you got
and how much you didn’t want to look at me in the face anymore
I saw you crawl out of your skin
and fall apart
my meat fell of my bones
we talked about why
my body hurt
why I let him touch me
and love me
why I never asked you to do it
in so many words
but I always thought
you should
in the middle of a windy tunnel I held my breath
I wanted to breathe things
that only you could make me breathe
I wanted to never breathe again
because I liked it better when you left me breathless
I liked it better when it was just you and me
not the stupid thoughts and fears that kept us parked in the middle of the darkness
my body hurts
I cant carry a baby and dance around at the same time
I cant not be with him
for more than a day
but I cant be without you
ever.
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I remember very well the question I never wanted you to ask
because I didn’t want to have to admit that I was a sinner that
my body ached
what I did when I wasn’t spilling my guts to you
ill never forget how quiet you got
and how much you didn’t want to look at me in the face anymore
I saw you crawl out of your skin
and fall apart
my meat fell of my bones
owch.
in the middle of a windy tunnel I held my breath
I wanted to breathe things
that only you could make me breathe
I wanted to never breathe again
i understand
but not enough
wuts going on -
soooo wonderfulll ! (:
love you dear♥
i just want to speak the last line, because i know
just what you feel, and it's like you found your real truth...
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"and you had a cool head
a mind to make me laugh and smile
because he wasn’t there
I remember very well the question I never wanted you to ask
because I didn’t want to have to admit that I was a sinner that
my body ached "
this made my heart tear in places that had closed,
and opened my eyes again to what beauty is.
♥
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I REALLY like the way this flows. It would be great orally. Good stuff.
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"because I liked it better when you left me breathless"
this is my favorite part because that is the best part of all relationships..whether it is a good kind of breathless or a bad. its still the best part....
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'and how much you didn’t want to look at me in the face anymore
I saw you crawl out of your skin
and fall apart
my meat fell of my bones'
thats so sad and just like ohw that i got all goosebumpy and wanted to hug you.
i hope everythings okieish love.
♥
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oh shitt
this is brilliant.
you get better every day!
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This is beautiful.
"I cant carry a baby and dance around at the same time
I cant not be with him
for more than a day
but I cant be without you
ever."
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ughhhhhhhhhh. sooooo goooooooddddd.
why don't i read you everyday of my life? you're freaking fantastic.
i loved this.
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this is fanatastic. i actually very much adore the spacing, it works in perfect cohesion with everything here.
I cant carry a baby and dance around at the same time
I cant
-can't.
I wanted to breathe things
that only you could make me breathe
-that is very beautiful. to the point of breathlessness.
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omg! this is amazing! I absolutely loved it! I mean, I can't even figure out how to explain to you how good this is. you just keep getting better and better. brilliant, little one!
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"my meat fell of my bones"
of to off
You forgot an F
Sounds like life is tough right now. Hold on. It will always be an agonizing adventure.
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oh
D:
you know ur amazingly confusing right
=P
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why???
why is this so confusing? -
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dont make me think
its 2 am
aka
like
10 am
i havent slept yet
my brain is gummybears right now
DX
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