I apolagyse for the way Iityp
I cant help it
sometimes wehn its not quiet rite
No im Not a drunken foool
I juts didnt do
so very wel at shcool
Not from lack of trying
Or lack of self aplicashon
Not form lack of sittign up til the early ours
Ofcold dark knights
And crying
onto streems of paper
Unanserable questons
not much room for discretion
"YES I WAS LISTENIG I YOURE STOOPID LESON"
I just didnt seem to keep your words in my ears
Or get it all dowtn hat pen in tiem to me my ickle book
It ajll uset eeomed o jumbuel up
Crodsee lerttes in teh rong ordre
Missin leters un finished senenc where i was goinf to
randaom letteers in the middal or worhds
incontrolable deSire To pen capitoLs
No clue were these's apostrafee's go
"YES I WAS LISTENING AT SKOOL"
It was all just lost in translation
I need an Engklish to Shivy-Brain Dicshunary
I Cannot reed my onw ritting
Shame4de look across my face
Shakin
Words dance upon trhis paghe
my eyes dont focus
is this som witchcraft hocus pocus
Years of tryin my very hardest
I plucj up the corage to explain to mates
why im so tired and always late
been up all night trying to mke the words stick to th page
All the hastle and shouting, detentions with which
my teenge years were laced
so alone, so lost so hectic
and at the end if all i go elsewhere to help myself
I find out I'm not so stupid
I'm not a complete idiot spastic
I just need more time to go about it
I just need a little prompting
I just need to record it
I just need it all in beautiful blue
I just need them to stop SHOUTING
I just need them to understand me - to listen
In all these years how did they not notice
While i suffered thinking I was dumb
Eyes flickering like faulty electric
Then I hear a word which makes it all o.k.
And you know, I won't apologies
I'm not Sorry - I'm 'DYSLEXIC'
Author notes
I was just thinking about when I was younger and how this issue had effected me before I knew why. One word sometimes makes everything alright
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