I stand here,
scared to death,
ready to speak out every thought in mind,
and soon enough I will speak,
right in front of your face,
but I know you will manipulate.
I take another breath,
and my knees start to shake,
I tell myself that its now or never,
but now never seems better,
but then again you wait.
I speak out one letter, "i..",
from their I don't go further.
My one letter said,
echos in the entire room,
and I regret calling you down.
But I know I must do this,
because the love i feel for you is so deep,
and I know its for the best,
if I just start to speak.
But a tun of more thoughts,
come into my mind,
about how you might react,
I always wonder that in time.
So many reactions,
that you might have in my words,
so then I build confidence,
but fear devaurs me.
Two steps forward, 3 steps back.
I start perspiring,
and tears start to flow.
"i cant do this, I have to go"
I run out of the room,
knowing that later I will regret,
running away from my fears,
and the thoughts inside my head.
But at least I have ran away,
from the plan you had ahead.
Author notes
I wrote this because its something or a feeling that has been bugging me for a while now, i dont understand how i can speak to anyone or infront of millions without a thought in mind, but when it comes down to some things, its hopeless.
What do u think?
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no I commented like 5 times and AP only shows the last 2 comments
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oh well that sucks then, i guess its just your computer or connection as always.
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your comment did work and yeah i guess
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wtf why don't my comments work
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typical
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