kiss on the nose

The cuts along your wrists scream
Self-indulgence,
Someday you will love,
But right now you are selfish.
And he touches you,
Feels the scabs on your arms
You swallow the tears
And he traces the scars. 

A kiss on the nose, you soon
Throw down your head,
Anything so you can just dwell in his bed
For the night, for the week,
For as long as you can,
But you must retreat.

He will make you leave.

And the world still turns so
Quickly around you,
While you let this elusive illusion
Surround you
Its oceans will drown you,
To die soon, you're bound to
You're already dead,
This man has just found you.

But you love him, don't you?
You do
Don't you?
You do, you do
After all, you are bound to.

Bound by the dark flowing rivers of red,
The black hairs on your head
They command you to stay. 

'You are not able' says the
Merciless blade.

Someday you will love,
And the bruises will fade.

They will,
Won't they?