I know this sounds melodramatic
But it still needs to be said:
A life worth living is no life at all
If I instead decide to bite lead.
Can you not see my folly,
The curse of living unloved
For I breath for her laugh and
My heart is for her
Though she smiles for me not at all.
No more time for the sinners
No more life for the waking dead
Because we all can pretend
And pretend I must
Because I'm tired of loving;
Love hurts even the best.
I'm tired of wishing;
My hope’s been betrayed.
I’m tired of dreaming;
If I do, I must awake again.
But most of all
I’m just fucking tired of the pain
