as the blade glides
my mind slides
into this
state of no bliss
I've runaway
everyday
and cant find
a reason in my mind
i see them coming
i know they're watching
i try and hide
but the pain just melts inside
feeling the pain in my heart
knowing I'll soon be falling apart
i cant feel
what is real
i cant know
how long i can go
will i ever know
how can this be so
leave me alone
I'm so alone
I'm not an angel
i have a broken halo
u call me your angel
but I'm from my own hell
I'm the mistake
that god said to never make
I'm the piece
the one that will cease
warped in guilt
poorly built
let me go
let me know
home
where i wont roam
where i wont be alone
cause you'll be gone
