Hello,Hello

Hello,hello, I'm calling out your name
Are you listening?
I need you here with me
Need you to understand where I'm coming from

For so long you drugged me under with those words
I can't explain how you made me feel
You made me breathless,completely restless
Didn't think I would fall for you

But come to find out, you were the best thing that happened to me
The one person I could lean on, the one person who understood
No one else understood anything,they just over looked what I said
You were different and I thought it would be you and I forever more

I was wrong now here I am shouting out
Hello,hello where are you now
Are you listening to my voice,or are you over shadowing it just like everyone else
Even though you live nine hours from me it still felt like a connection

You were the one I thought of all day long
The one I would stay up talking to til 3 AM
I can't explain the way I felt
Maybe I was just young and stupid

Or maybe I was just using you to replace this pain inside of me
Its been awhile since I've talked you now
Thought I could let you go but something inside of me just won't let me
So now here I am as foolish as can be calling out your name

Thinking of you and I don't know why
You've changed over the years
Guess you can say you're hot and cold
Hot and cold, in and out everything in between

All I can say is hello,hello are you there
I miss you so much but you just don't understand how much
How much I miss the conversations we would have
Those times where I was in tears, talking you made everything right when it was wrong

Hello,hello to you, I know I should say goodbye
But its hard when your name is still on my mind
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if it was you and I
And then again sometimes I wish I didn't have you on my mind

September 3,2009