It's sickening, twisting
like indegestion
acid boiling
in a body suffering
from rejection
It's like second guessing
every motive
every thought
to try and come up
with a reason
why all this
lonesomeness
I can't figure out
what's gone wrong
I try my best
but they all
string me along
I'm tied down
by past convictions
so I don't know what to say
Where is any freedom?
I spout out at the mouth
every cahnce I get
but it's all from the heart
nothing is fake here
I'll give you my soul
for one second of your time
and then you throw me out to sea
cast me out on a line
tugging me along
like I'm the bait
I don't want part
of this blame game
but I'm tired of skipping
around
everytime we talk
I try to avoid being struck down
