[ My love if this is not hate, ]

My love if this is not hate,
What might it be?
Were so different,
Us to, you and me.

My world fills with tears,
And is covered in blood,
Long lost dreaded memories,
I could start a flood.

While yours my love,
Is so unpredictable,
And that's what I love,
But it also makes me want to grab a pistol.

I can't read you,
Can't see what you think,
Your beautiful eyes,
Just make me sink.

You caught me in,
Your web of truth,
Wont tell me a lie,
Because I'll want proof.

Your eyes play games,
Un-flood my world,
I don't know what to think,
Of this strange girl.

She looks like me,
Is in my body,
It can,t be,
It's seems its me.

She looks so scared,
Like you broke through every wall,
That she built up,
And didn't want to fall.

Now she's open,
And so naked from me,
Or at least who I thought,
I was supposed to be.

I guess shes scared,
That she'll have to say goodbye,
Because you see shes not perfect,
Even she can cry.

She terrified,
Of what is soon to come,
You won't love her anymore,
She can hear your heart hum.

I really don't want to leave,
But stop breaking my walls,
I can't take it,
Watching my world fall.

I built them up,
Not to keep others out,
But to see who loves me enough,
To climb over and make me shout.

I don't want you to break,
Or to build just to climb,
Come on love lean back,
listen to my rhym.

Look into my dull eyes,
When compared to blue,
Now tell me,
I love you.

I may not be sane,
Or anything close,
Just don't pull back,
Remember I'm not your ghost.

Remember that one song,
And it was your favorite line,
Let me close forever and a day,
So you see its space and time.

Its what keeps everything,
Some what glued together,
Kind of like us I guess,
I could go on forever.

But remember that girl,
Who looked so scared?
She finally just realized,
You must really care.

And if you don't,
She knows she'll break,
And shes ready to fall,
Until finally her heart will acke.

I hope these rhymes,
Don't scare you away,
I really don't want,
That girl to fade back to gray.

She may want to hear,
Don't worry I'll be near,
Even on your worst day,
We can just lay.

I guess the one day,
On December 22 of her day of life,
When she gazed into your eyes,
Something hit her that night.

I may go on forever,
And never see you again,
But right here right now,
In your arms its who I've been.

So my love I obviously see,
This is impossible to be hate,
Because what I feel,
Is I believe something called fate.