forget me now.

i will never forget you. us.

you.

forever my heart will long for you.
my thoughts will be destined always on your heart.
ive come to terms with latter's disagreement agreement.
the passing of your long is dead
and needs no longer myself.
and i wish i could lie and say our emotions were one.
but mine still screams for your hand.
i will forever drop the world for anything you.
care in a passion, even to myself, unimaginable.

i will always long to be at your side.
to grow old together
but that must remain only in the past.
and i must tame my selfishness, my memories.

ive tried.
for a years long winter and even
longer summer.
with many more expected to come
these emotions dont go away.
and as you experience happiness
im able to be happy for you.

and as i face the fact that i am
someone you would only settle for,
forces my words away to hide in shame
for being so selfish,
when all i dream about is your soul dancing in the sun
with your parallel.

amnesia being my only cure,
i try not to remember.
as i contradict the fibers of my being
i reflect on the time nonexistent.

ive never felt anything as right
anything as pure.
passion flooded our veins
as we molded into one, flamed in heat.

and in the end i was left with
nothing but the memory.
the memory stored within
my heart.
branded and never to be returned.

the minutes passed as i counted the seconds.
only to be forced by life, forward.
even as i urge myself to forget.
i will always remember.

the lump in my throat thickens
as the sweat boils through eyes and skin alike.
i must note to self
to never allow you to settle.
that the end is not a beginning.
life does not go on without sacrifice.

just know.
you are the only one that makes my heart hammer.
you give me heated chills that juliet would be jealous of.
you make the world disappear with a flash of your eyes.
look hard enough and you will find me.
i will always be here for you.
no matter what.


























i love you.
im so sorry.